why this got to happen to me..

damn sad..

life is full of unexpected thing to happen..

AM i doing the right thing... doing the right move..

i also don't know.. don't wan to see u suffer and put u in difficult position..

i decide to leave u..

think once i leave u the whole problem will be solve..

parent is thinking of wat i also don't know..

some parent just wan thier children to marry to wealth family.

some parent wan their children to marry to the person they like..

i love her and she also love me..

but

her family member have been trying to force us to break up. wat can i do..

very suffering de..

asking to break up with her and she will think that i not lie to her and not faithful to her.

and don't break with her

her parent will continue to break us up and also don't allow me and her to see each other..

can anyone understand how i feel.

can anyone understand wan suffering when parent don''t accept u and trying to make u two break up..

after working for 7 months i finally receive my NS letter..

i will need to report at 7.45AM on 25/07/2008 at Hendon Camp for my vocational assessment.

1) medical screening

2) Physical fitness assessment

3) pssychology assessment

4) Interview

I hope to get into Police

i don't wan to get into NS

mostly because my Committment is on Police..

Committment for NPCC will never end...

choosing to go where is not i choose..

i should respect on the posting which they posting me to..

Work HArd ...I can Do it..

"NPCC - it my committment"...