hiax...

suddenly feeling that we are back again..

we patch back again.. after a long chat from yesterday to today...

we will keep in a low profile as her parent don't wan us to be together..

since we together again.. i just hope we will not break up again..

because we know we love each other but it the parent don't allow us to be together..

but we will keep in low profile and when the time come we have tell our parent again..

hope that there will not be anything that can make us apart again..

love u darling...

long long time didn't update my blog le...because i don't bother to update lol...so why should i update but today my mood damn sad lol that make my write all my problem here..

it like there will be no sun.. it like end of the world.. it like in the world that only got me only..there like something missing in my heart...feeling bad.. feeling sick...feeling missing.. damn sad.

howcome.. because i and my darling break up le...

after about 2 half months going 3 months then break up le..

reason cannot tell u all..

while writing the blog i not sure why i was very sad and not sure why i started to cry infront of my computer..

is it because i cannot get to forget her.or i trying to cry out to forget her..or is it that she too important to me that actually we should not break up..

today is not my day...

totally not my day..

not the day that i wan..

a lot of thing happen in one whole day.. day is damn bad for me...

alomst going to cry in shop ..

cry a bit in bus.. look ugly..

start to cry at home...

wawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawa.

wat can i do ?

wat should i do ?

where can i go ?

where can i get help ?

who can help me ?

who can be with me ?

who wan to be with me ?

who will talk to me ?

who can i talk to ?

WHO WHO WHO WHO WHO???????

totally feeling sick.. tml still need to go for CCA.

Hate the World..and the most important is Hate myself...