i been doing duty from monday until yesterday..
then unable to sleep well because i miss her a lot.
plus today actually cannot book out de... but my officer is good to let us book out but later need to go back to camp again ..
in camp i so stress up that i didn't chat to my bunkmate at all.. slience all the way sia.. no mood to talk sia..
seee my blog then more sad sia.. haix..
don't type there..
until here..
free then blog again
Friday, 24 July 2009
EMO
Wednesday, 15 July 2009
Confuse
hmmm.. wat should i say about today ...
i am back here again.
internet break down end up two day cannot use computer to surf net..
sian
but know it ok le..
yea..
i don't know why got a weird feeling when chatting with this gal when i don't even meet before.. just chat on msn only..whey this happening ar.. there so feeling that i cannot express out sia.. OMG.. is this call first sight...because i only saw her pic only wor..OMG..somehow chatting with her the feeling is very different sia.. think still know her more better then say.. because don't think she will accept me if i ask her to stead right .. she will think i crazy sia.. haha. make friend with her le then see... hopefully she will accept me as a friend first..
wahaha..
i am back here again.
internet break down end up two day cannot use computer to surf net..
sian
but know it ok le..
yea..
i don't know why got a weird feeling when chatting with this gal when i don't even meet before.. just chat on msn only..whey this happening ar.. there so feeling that i cannot express out sia.. OMG.. is this call first sight...because i only saw her pic only wor..OMG..somehow chatting with her the feeling is very different sia.. think still know her more better then say.. because don't think she will accept me if i ask her to stead right .. she will think i crazy sia.. haha. make friend with her le then see... hopefully she will accept me as a friend first..
wahaha..
Labels: waiting for her birthday 5 Jan, Who will understand wat i think...Wang Zi
Wednesday, 6 August 2008
blog
so long didn't update my blog le..
i will try to update my blog.
when i am free..
Friday, 23 May 2008
rela rela rela relationship ship ship ship
long long time didn't update my blog le...because i don't bother to update lol...so why should i update but today my mood damn sad lol that make my write all my problem here..
it like there will be no sun.. it like end of the world.. it like in the world that only got me only..there like something missing in my heart...feeling bad.. feeling sick...feeling missing.. damn sad.
howcome.. because i and my darling break up le...
after about 2 half months going 3 months then break up le..
reason cannot tell u all..
while writing the blog i not sure why i was very sad and not sure why i started to cry infront of my computer..
is it because i cannot get to forget her.or i trying to cry out to forget her..or is it that she too important to me that actually we should not break up..
today is not my day...
totally not my day..
not the day that i wan..
a lot of thing happen in one whole day.. day is damn bad for me...
alomst going to cry in shop ..
cry a bit in bus.. look ugly..
start to cry at home...
wawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawa.
wat can i do ?
wat should i do ?
where can i go ?
where can i get help ?
who can help me ?
who can be with me ?
who wan to be with me ?
who will talk to me ?
who can i talk to ?
WHO WHO WHO WHO WHO???????
totally feeling sick.. tml still need to go for CCA.
Hate the World..and the most important is Hate myself...